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You are the most amazing guy ever!

And I love you!

The End!

P.S.-I'll write more when I'm not writing other things for school

xxooxxoo

Blog time!

After grading a few sets of papers last night I was quite irritated.....

As most of you know, I'm going to be a math teacher.  So I was grading some math homework  papers for a teacher at school....and it just amazes me what some of these people do. First, I nor the teacher are stupid, we can tell when you copy straight from the back of the book or from someone elses paper.  My favorite last night was that someone actually copied "answers may vary" for their answer!!! Are you serious?!?! Apparently they did not even know what answers may vary means. 

I was told after the first set of papers that I graded that the students weren't happy with their grades. Well I have news for them, I didn't earn them the grades that they got. If you don't do the work then you don't get the grade. What a strange idea that is! They expect to do minimal if any work for homework and classwork and still pass the class! Math is like playing a sport...if you don't practice, you will never score. I just want to tell all these people this.

Why are these people in college? If you don't want to do the work to pass a basic algebra class then you need to rethink what you are doing. What kind of higher education is this? I almost feel like college is becoming too mainstream and losing its value.  I'm sorry but I don't want my future doctor or my child's future kindergarten teacher being someone who can't do simple math!  I know this all sounds so horrible and arrogant of me, but that's the way I feel. I'm frustrated with lazy math students! Having my own class one day should be fun! I'm glad I'm getting to see all of this now.

This is the hardest thing that I have ever done. I am missing a huge part of me.  I can do this. I am strong. I don't need anyone else to hold me up. I am going back to me. I AM okay....

Just when I thought I was ready....I wasn't.

I inhale and the phone stops ringing

He answers and says hello

I’m thinking about exhaling

And just letting it all go

His voice is all I wanted

And now I’m ready to leave

By his voice I’m now haunted

I just want something to believe

I’m looking at you

But you’re not looking at me

You’re all I really want to see

But you don’t even notice me

And all my friends say it is

 

Crazy for me to love you

Cuz you’re hurting me but

You know not what you do

They say you’re anything but perfect

And we’ll never work things out

 

There’s something about you

That keeps me attracted

But I don’t know what it is

And it happened when you said hello

It makes my parents worry so

They think that it is unhealthy

And they tell me that it is

 

Crazy for me to love you

Cuz you’re hurting me but

You know not what you do

They say you’re anything but perfect

And we’ll never work things out

 

I’ve been all around this small town

And you’re everywhere

See that boy with the short dark hair?

He’s looking at me

Wondering why I stare

Even if he knew

He wouldn’t understand

He would probably say it is

 

Crazy for me to love you

Cuz you’re hurting me but

You know not what you do

They say you’re anything but perfect

And we’ll never work things out

 

And now you’re looking at me

What ya staring for?

I just figured out

I don’t want you anymore

I’ve found out the hard way

And I have to agree it is

 

Crazy for me to love you

Cuz you’re hurting me but

You know not what you do

They say you’re anything but perfect

And we’ll never work things out

 

And you wanna know why?

Not only have I got a new guy

But I found out about her

You thought you could have us both

But she is about to find out too

Why it is

 

Crazy for me to love you

Cuz you’re hurting me but

You know not what you do

They say you’re anything but perfect

And we’ll never work things out

 

And when you’re lonely

You’ll remember me

You’ll understand

The hurt you put me through

And when someone does the same to you

You’ll understand why it is

 

Crazy for me to love you

Cuz you’re hurting me but

You know not what you do

They say you’re anything but perfect

And we’ll never work things out

So last night Vanessa and I took our first random road trip of the year. We went to New Orleans to see Eldon and to watch the Saints vs. Colts game. I had also mentioned maybe wanting to get my tongue pierced, but I wasn't sure yet. So I drove to New Orleans which was a big deal because I have never done that before and New Orleans drivers are crazy! So we got to Eldon's house and he took us to this place called Crazy Johnnies.  It was a cool little place and we watched the first quarter of the game there. Then Vanessa told Eldon that i had thought about getting my tongue pierced. That was it. We were than all over New Orleans LISTENING to the Colts kick ass and them trying to convince me to get my tongue pierced because both of them have had it done. Needless to say I chickened out and got kinda annoyed. I don't like my friends pressuring me into something I don't want to do. So the Colts won, AWESOME! We got back and got to see Mike for a little while. Then this morning I knew I was getting my Calculus test back, I got an A! Which is a major step up from last years low C on my first Calculus test.  Then I played hangman and tic tac toe with Vanessa in Chemistry. And of course walking out of chemistry it poured because today was the one day without my umbrella! But some girl offered to share hers with me which was really nice of her because we didn't even know each other. Then I took my psychology test which I think I did okay on...we will see on Monday I guess. As for this weekend, it looks like I'll be the only person left here again and I have a major paper to do...blehhh. I hope everyone has a great weekend!

 Oh and by the way, maintenance just came in to fix my closet doors, surprise surprise. No more rubber bands on my  doors, and it only took three weeks.  Haha

For so long I've waited to feel your lips kiss mine.  I've longed for your touch on my skin.  The gentle brush of your fingertips pushing the hair out of my eyes.  You are passionately holding me in your arms while pushing your body onto mine.  I feel your heartbeat as the rhythm intertwines with mine and becomes one in the same.  The beats that make up my life.  Your breath falls on my neck, the breath that I share life with.  We fall asleep with your body enveloping me, protecting me from the evils of this world.  I don't need anything else in this world, your love is enough to carry me through.